Someone to Hold

Iris Two and a half years after suddenly losing the love of my life I'm coming out of the fog of early grief and taking a hard look at the rest of my life. With three young children to care for on my own while also managing their grief I haven't had a lot of time to ponder what's next for me. When I think about what I really want I keep coming back to one thing. Or I should say one person someone who understands what I've been through because he's been there too only his losses were far worse than mine. I find myself thinking about him all the time but is he ready for the things I want? I have no idea but I'm determined to find out.